I'd Die for What Angel Had.....

HOLY FUCK I'M TIRED OF ALL OF THIS SHIT!

GEEZ!

M. scared Me, N., and A. today by getting completely enraged,

and threatening to kill himself.

Then, once he calmed down. He called me.

And this was all over me changing and not having the same friends

as last year, and not living up to everyone's standard that

I need to be fucking jolly all the fucking time.

I'M SORRY THAT I CAN'T BE PERFECT FOR FUCKING EVERYONE!

So, now my parents are all involved, because while after I heard M.,

wanted to commit suicide, While I was sobbing my brains out,

I told one of my friends to call my mom (she's a psyciatric social worker).

So, she got involved.

And, I guess she's gonna come home and try to make me live up to everyone's

standards.

I cried the most today than I have in a long time.

I Am tired of all of this.

High school already sucks.

End.

A few things on me..... :)

Enjoy! :)

I hate AC/DC.

I'm a democrat.... Obviously.

I don't get how straight people are attracted to the opposite sex.... O.o

I <3>

I'm addicted to facebook.

And Pandora.

And Breaktheillusion.com

and MLIA.....

I love saying, "I Know right!"

I eat way too much... and it shows....

I love overusing periods.......... (see?)

I love the Pink bodymist scent... you know, it's like, fruit and sugar.... :DD

I also hate Journey.

I talk about being gay, gay culture, and gay subject way too much, and it annoys my friends... (SORRY!)

I love coffee and other coffee like beverages.

I spend too much money at my local coffee shop..... :-/

I LOVE FOOD!

I'm on facebook TOO MUCH!

I love my blog.... :)

I can't think of anything else right now....

That's all for now!

Homecoming Dance... TOMORROW!! :D

Hahahahahahaha, I'm goning to be such a, dare I say it?, a fag at homecoming!

:D In a good way.

I'm going with C. She's nice.... and she knows, so It won't be akward.... :)

I'm wearing Black dress pants, shoes and socks, and a black sweater vest with

that diamond pint stuff. :) I forrggeeettt the name..... Im wearing a white dress shirt, and a nice

black tie.

I'm so excited!

Today was the homecoming football game. RAINY AND COLD!

But fun! :)

I left a little before halftime because I was cold.

After I left, I went to my local cafe... Got a latte, and headed home.

*ugh* Heard my parents, you know....

So, I watched I Love Lucy, my new favorite show... :)

Then, after they were done... *throws up in my mouth*

I talked with them a little bit. then I took a bath. A warm relaxing bath!

Then, sitting in front of the living room fire with my sleeping dad, and my talkative mother.

Awesome Night!! :D

End.

:^-|

I Love Chamomile....

I truly love Chamomile tea. <3

It is the most calming sensation to have the warmth fill my core.

I also enjoy listening to my local NPR station. There are stories about

mishaps with technology, and fathers and their sons. It's quite amusing.

I think this is the best way to spend my Friday nights. No drama, and almost

total peace. :-)